Up for a pause again...
I'm much too full of resentment
Right now i feel like you can kiss my...
Address the problem
When words dont come so easy to say
You just leave me feeling, come what may
Though i want things coming from your way.
I say to you, you bore me all the time
When you seem to hold back all in you,
All that you want to let me know.
Going to embrace the change
Det första steget, ifrån dig
Today I feel like...
I am smart enough to know that you don’t care enough
Ibland vill man bara smälla igen dörren. Den där jobbiga hopplösa dörren, som aldrig går att stänga. Skrika på varelsen i rummet att det har nått sitt slut. Det som ansågs oändligt har äntligen nått sitt slut. Men ofta har man inte tillräckligt med kraft, det går bara inte. Viljan finns där, men styrkan lyser med sin frånvaro.
Tanken slår mig konstant nu för tiden. Jag undrar hur det skulle kännas att verkligen finna styrkan och ta tag i handtaget. Skulle jag ha dig gett dig en sista blick, eller skulle jag bara ha stigit ut och smällt dörren i ansiktet? Jo jag undrar det faktiskt.
I always thought that there was this one perfect person for everybody in the world
Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances.
Wait for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you.
Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweat and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them.
Most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.